John looked at the device. It was tiny for what it was supposed to do.
"How does it work?" he asked. John envisioned golden wires entwining black vortices of primal energy, x-ray claws tearing at the walls of the universe as if they were tissue.
"I don't know how it works," John Prime said, irritated. "I just know how to work it." He pointed to the digital readout. "This is your universe number."
"My universe is 7433." He pointed to the first blue button. "This increments the universe counter. See?" He pressed the button once and the number changed to 7534. "This one decrements the counter." He pressed the second blue button and the counter flipped back to 7533. He pointed to a metal lever on the side of the disk. "Once you've dialed in your universe, you pull the lever and -- Pow! -- you're in the next universe."
"It looks like a slot machine," John said.
Prime pursed his lips. "It's the product of a powerful civilization."
"I don't feel a thing. Sometimes my ears pop because the weather's a little different. Sometimes I drop a few inches or my feet are stuck in the dirt."
"What's this other button for?"
Prime shook his head. "I don't know. I've pressed it, but it doesn't seem to do anything. There's no owner's manual, you know?" He grinned. "Wanna' try it out?"
More than anything, John wanted to try it. Not only would he know for sure if Prime was full of crap, but he would get to see another universe. The idea was astounding. To travel, to be free of all this ... detritus in his life. Ten more months in Findlay was a lifetime. Here in front of him was adventure.
Prime frowned. "I can't. It takes twelve hours to recharge the device after it's used. If I left now, I'd be in some other universe for a day before I could come back."
"I don't want to be gone a day! I have chores. I have to write a letter."
"It's okay. I'll cover for you here."
"I can do it. No one would know. I've been you for as long as you have."
"No. There's no way I'm leaving for twelve hours with you in control of my life."
Prime shook his head. "How about a test run? Tomorrow you're doing what?"
"I'll do it instead. If your dad doesn't notice a thing, then you take the trip, and I'll cover for you. If you leave tomorrow afternoon, you can be back on Sunday and not miss a day of school." Prime opened his backpack wider. "And to make the whole trip a lot more fun, here's some spending money." He pulled out a stack of twenty dollar bills.
"Where did you get that?" John had never seen so much money. His bank account had no more than 300 dollars in it.
Prime handed him the stack of cash. The twenties were crisp, the paper smooth-sticky. "There's got to be two thousand dollars here."
"It's from another universe, isn't it? This is counterfeit."
"It's real money. And no one in this podunk town will be able to tell me that it's not." Prime pulled a twenty out of his own pocket. "This is from your universe. See any differences?"
John took the first twenty off the stack and compared it to the crumpled bill. They looked identical to him.
"Investments." Prime's smile was ambiguous.
Prime shook his head. "Even if I did steal it, the police looking for it are in another universe."
John forced aside a wave of panic. Prime had his fingerprints, his looks, his voice. He knew everything there was to know about him. He could rob a bank or kill someone, and then escape to another universe, leaving John holding the bag. All the evidence of such a crime would point to him, and there was no way he could prove that he was innocent.
Would he do such a thing? Prime had called him his brother. In a sense they were identical brothers. And Prime was letting John use his device, in effect stranding him in this universe. That took trust.
"Twenty-four hours," Prime said. "Think of it as a vacation. A break from all this shit with Ted Carson."
The lure of seeing another universe was too strong. "You pick apples with my father tomorrow. If he doesn't suspect anything, then maybe I'll take the trip."
"But you have got to promise not to mess anything up!"
Prime nodded. "That's the last thing I'd want to do, John."
Prime was sprawled in the loft. A hay straw clung to the side of his face.
He jerked awake clutching at his chest as if he were having a heart-attack. No, John realized, Prime was reaching for the device, still strapped to his chest under his clothes.
"Damn, it's early," Prime said, brushing at his hair.
"Don't let my dad hear you cursing," John said.
"Right, no cursing." Prime stood, stretching. "Apple picking? I haven't done that... in a while."
"It couldn't have been that long ago," John said. "A year? You'll remember soon enough."
Prime peered out a small window. John could hear his father puttering out to the orchard on the tractor.
"What's up between you and your dad? Anything heavy?" Prime asked. John took off his coat and handed it to Prime, taking Prime's in return.
He shook his head. "We talked last night about the Carson thing. He wanted me to write the letter."
"So that's it. What about your mother?"
"She was pissed with me before. She still may be. We haven't talked since Thursday."
"Anything happening this afternoon?" Prime took a pencil out and started jotting things down.
"Nothing until tomorrow. Church, then chores. Muck the stalls. Homework. But I'll do that."
"Reading for Physics. Essay for English on Gerard Manley Hopkins. Problem set in Calculus. That's it."
"What's your class schedule like?"
John began to tell him, then shook his head. "Why do you need to know that? I'll be back."
"No one's gonna' ask." John pulled Prime's jacket on after struggling to get his arms through the right holes. Why were there no sleeves? he wondered. He used his binoculars to gaze out at the sun-filled orchard. "I'll watch from here. If anything goes wrong, you pretend to be sick and come back to the barn. You'll brief me and then we switch back."
Prime smiled. "Nothing's gonna' happen. Relax." He pulled on gloves and climbed down the ladder. "See ya at lunch."
John's hands shook as he watched Prime walk across the barnyard toward the orchard. What had he gotten himself into? And yet, the mystery of it was a magnet and he was the iron filings. He had to understand what this John was about. It was a conundrum.
Prime cast a glance of his shoulder and smiled, while John watched with his binoculars. He raised his hand and waved at John's father.
His father barely glanced at him, and said something.
Prime nodded, then gripped a branch and pulled himself into the tree. His foot missed a hold, and he slipped.
"Careful there," John heard himself say.
Prime made it into the tree and began pulling apples. He said something and John's father laughed in reply. John felt a twinge of jealousy as he watched his father laugh. He wondered what Prime had said. Then he realized that if his father was laughing at Prime's jokes, there was no danger of being found out.
The precarious nature of his situation bothered him. Effectively, Prime was him. And he was... nobody. Would it be that hard for someone to slip into his life? He realized that it wouldn't. He had a few immediate relationships, interactions that had happened within the last few weeks that were unique to him, but in a month, those would all be absorbed into the past. He had no girlfriend. No real friends, except for Erik, and that stopped at the edge of the court. The hardest part would be for someone to pick up his studies, but even that wouldn't be too hard. All his classes were a breeze, except for Advanced Physics, and they were starting a new module on Monday. It was a clear breaking point.
John wondered what he would find in another universe. Would there be different advances in science? Could he photocopy a scientific journal and bring it back? Maybe someone had discovered a unified theory in the other universe. Or a simple solution to Fermat's Last Theorem. Or.... But what could he really do with someone else's ideas? Publish them under his own name? Was that any different than Prime's scheme to get rich with Rubik's Square, whatever that was? He laughed and picked up his physics book. He needed to stay caught up in this universe. They were starting Quantum Mechanics on Monday after all.
John looked up from the Physics book, startled.
"You went inside?" John asked, alarmed. "You weren't supposed to go inside."
Prime shrugged. "Your mom didn't notice either."
John took the sandwich. Prime looked different. He was covered in sap, there was a scratch on his cheek, and his cloths were grimy. "You look happy," John said.
John started. He looked down at himself, then smiled. "It felt good. I haven't done that in a while."
Around a bite of sandwich, John said, "You've been gone a long time."
"Yeah," Prime said. "You don't know what you have here. Why do you even want to go to college?"
John laughed. "It's great here for the first fifteen years, then it really begins to drag."
John handed Prime his jacket. "What will I see in the next universe?"
Prime caught his eye. "So you're gonna' take me up on the offer?" he asked.
John thought about it for a moment longer. He had to know whether Prime was a crackpot or the giver of a fabulous gift. If Prime was nuts, he'd lost nothing and could go about getting rid of him. If Prime's device worked, the whole universe was open to him.
"Yeah, I think so. Tell me what I'll see."
"It's pretty much like this one, you know. I don't know the exact differences."
"So we're -- one of us, I mean -- in the next universe?"
"Yeah. I wouldn't try to meet him or anything. He doesn't know about us."
"Why'd you pick me to talk to? Why not some other me? Or why not all of us?"
"This is the most like home," Prime said. "This feels like I remember."
"In 100 universes this is the one that is most like yours? How different are we from one to the next? It can't be too different."
"Do you really want to hear this?"
"Well, there are a couple types of us. There's the farm boy us, like you and me. Then there's the dirt bag us."
"Yeah. We smoke and hang out under the bleachers."
"What the hell happened there?"
"And sometimes we've knocked up Casey Nicholson and we live in the low income houses on Stuart. Then there's the places where we've died."
"Yeah. Car accidents. Tractor accidents. Gun accidents. We're pretty lucky to be here, really."
John looked away, remembering something. It was the time he and his father had been tossing hay bales and the pitchfork had fallen. Then he recalled the time he had walked out on Old Mrs. Jones' frozen pond, and the ice had cracked, and he'd kept going. And the time the quarry truck had run him off the road. It was a fluke really that he was alive.
"I think I'm ready. What's the plan?"
Prime lifted up his shirt and began unbuckling the harness. "You leave from the pumpkin field. Select the universe one forward. Press the toggle. Spend the day exploring. Go to the library. Figure out what's different. If you want, write down any money-making ideas you come across."
"I don't think so," John said. It seemed too much like cheating.
"Fine. Then don't. Tomorrow, flip the counter back to this universe and pull the lever. You'll be back for school on Monday."
"Don't lose the device! Don't get busted by the police! Don't do anything to draw attention to yourself."
"Don't flash your money either. If anyone recognizes you, go with it and then duck out. You don't want to make it hot for our guy over there."
"Right." John swallowed. What if it did work? What if...?
"Johnny, you look a little nervous. Calm down. I'll keep you covered on this end." Prime slapped him on the back, then handed him the harness.
John pulled off his shirt and shivered. He passed the two bands of the harness over his shoulders, then connected the center belt behind his back. The disk was cold against his belly. The straps looked like a synthetic material.
"It should," Prime said. "I copied some of my materials for you in case you need them." He pulled a binder from his own bag, opened it to show him pages of clippings and notes. "You never know. You might need something. And here's a backpack to hold it all in."
Prime paused as he handed it over.
"I haven't been away from the device in a long time. It's my talisman, my escape. I feel naked without it. You gotta' be careful with it."
John realized how much trust Prime was placing in him. "Hey," he said. "I'm leaving my life in your hands. How about a little two-way trust?"
Prime smiled grimly. "Okay. Are you ready? I've got 12:30 on my watch. Which means you can return half an hour past midnight. Okay?"
John checked his watch. "Okay."
John lifted the shirt and switched the number forward to 7534. "Check."
"Okay. I'll watch from the loft." Prime climbed the ladder, then turned. "Make sure no one sees you."
"Right," John said. What would someone think if he or she saw John disappear into thin air? He stopped himself; he was acting like the device would actually work. He'd find out soon enough.
John's foot landed awkwardly on a clump of dirt. The backpack shifted in his shoulders. He felt silly, suddenly. He'd look the putz when the device failed to send him across universes. Prime would laugh at him. Still he had to know.
He found his spot. His heart raced. This was it. He looked up at the barn window. Prime was there, watching. He waved.
John waved back, then he lifted up his shirt. Sunlight caught the brushed metal of the device.
He pulled the switch and the world lurched.
John's ears popped and his feet caught in the dirt. He stumbled and fell forward, catching himself on his gloved hands. He wasn't in a pumpkin patch anymore. Noting the smell of manure, he realized he was in a cow pasture.
He worked his feet free. His shoes were embedded into the earth. He wondered if there was dirt lodged in his feet now. It looked like the dirt in the current universe was a couple centimeters higher here than in the old one. Where did that extra dirt go? He shook his feet and the dirt fell free.
It worked! He felt a thrill. He'd doubted to the last second. He'd expected the other John to suddenly yell, "Tricked ya'!" but here he was, in a new universe.
He paused. Prime had said there was a John in this universe. He spun around. Cows grazed contentedly a few hundred yards away, but otherwise the fields were empty, the trees gone. There was no farmhouse.
McMaster Road was there and so was Gurney Road. John walked from the field, hopped the fence, and stood at the corner of the roads. Looking to the north toward town, he saw nothing but a farmhouse maybe a mile up the road. To the east, where the stacks of the GE plant should have been, he saw nothing but forest. To the south, more fields.
Prime had said there was a John Rayburn in this universe. He'd said that the farm was here. He'd told John he'd been to this universe.
John pawed up his jacket and shirt and tried to read the number on the device. He cupped his hand to shield the sun and read 7534. He was where he expected to be, according to the device. There was nothing here.
The panic settled into his gut. Something was wrong. Something had gone wrong. He wasn't where he was supposed to be. But that's okay, he thought, calming himself. It's okay. He walked to the edge of road and sat on the small berm there.
Maybe Prime had it wrong; there were a lot of universes and if all of them were different that was a lot of facts to keep straight.
He stood, determined to assume the best. He'd spend the next twelve hours working according to the plan. Then he'd go back home. He set off for town, a black mood nipping at his heels.
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